ahh..pass maths. haha! but borderline shit! nvm. pass can le. i satisfied. HAHA. boring~ not much to post. lalala. i got nth to say. just posting for the sake of it. ok..lets see..played ps2 at my grandma's house and watched transformers AGAIN on sunday. did not do much. tmr results for exams are out and i am still in shaking mood. haha. i lazy press enter so just type like tht. i feel much more better and compressed. LOL. wat am i tinking..ok. er..i go sleep le! tmr then continue this boring post. LOL. HAHA. will reply tags tmr? ya. =)

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change new blogskin! ahh..feel new. haha. i not use to the thingys on the left tho. lol. prefer it to the right but oh well. haha. last exam was art. wow. it sucks. i forget to bring my prep work and was PISSED! argh. ok..now tinking wat music fits into my current blogskin.

Tag replys:
ZiQing: i am spreading love ok!? haha.
YuBing: shh..dun xiang Y. =)~

ok end of posty. hah. bored ar today. nth much happening.

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HAHAHA!!! ok. exams comments so far..hmm...english. ok lar. can understand but..the last 3 previous english exams..eh..understand! but then borderline. =( so i dun tink this paper will score well. LIT! oh yeah. i feel great abt it. =) except for the part whr there is this question tht can be only be answer from the novel. (i did not read it) xD HISTORY IS HORRIBLE! ARGH. most of the questions..treat it as general questions. =) smart eh? ok..random~ hmm..AH! chinese. today. HELL IT IS. paper 2 can de lar..MCQ and compre. can read abit. bad reader. =(

paper 1 leh, letter writing and compo..eh..dun talk abt it. =) its the past!!! dun wan tink abt it. haha. prepare to talk chinese B. aww..but i tink i cant go on wit chinese anymore. its like..alien language to me tho i can read a lil and speak in chinese. haizz...pure english ya. =) nvm bout it. will it affect my life i dunno. we shall see bout it like a few more years? yup. wow. first time posting so long! WOOTS. hope can every post like this but its impossible. ahh..have been playing not studying. hahs. i dun study! SRY. xP but then..i wan to study. i wan to pick up the studying habit. =( cant. sian..can anybody help me? i wanna drop my playful habits. somebody pls help me! ARGH..haizz. i am glad to have such wonderful frens. =) tho i dun have a fixed clique, i have multiple cliques! =) best is BBCWNN! =) thx for all the memories for the past 1 and a half year. woots. cheers. xD aiy..dunno how maths tmr. should be can do ba..i wanna take A maths. BUT MUST BE POSITIVE AND GO FOR IT!!! ALL THE WAY~ WOO~! XDDD crazy le. hey hey. cyber compo. HAHA. k lar..tmr maths and home ec. zzz..home ec. WOW~! ok..home ec..i needa memorize stuffs in the textbook for this SUBJECT!!! wooomegod. XD nvm. general knowledge! hmm..anything else..ahh! band prac is going to resume!!! WOOT! OH YEAH! ROCKS. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA. miss band prac so much! tho its really pressurizing when Mr Lim my sch band conductor ask u do something. lol. but must have confidence to do it! YEAH. as long as u enjoy it. =) interest takes a person to a whole new dimension!!! thts wat i believe in but i tink passion is the word for it. =) a passionate band spirit! xDD k lar..i tink i shall stop here. really alot of words le. hahs. official band geek. =)



A moment of passion.

A moment of passion so easily shared,
with no fear or regret.
The memories flood through my mind,
a moment of passion I'll never forget.

A moment of passion is like a drug,
it takes me so high.
Needing to get another fix,
a moment of passion can never lie

A moment of passion when we are alone,
you desire it too.
Unable to control it,
a moment of passion shared with you.

=) k..end of post. nitez~ LOL MY LABELS ARE LAME. use for signing off. xD

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have been sick the whole afternoon. now oso. wah. sweating furiously. LOL. ahh wth is wrong wit me..its been 2 years since i got a fever. 2years!!! thts so freaking long. since i am sick now, might as well not recover. got nth much to do so made this..

Taking Each Other For Granted.

When love was new
Each hour was mine
To spend with you
Each day that passed
Was better than the last.

Each week went by so fast
The weeks turned into months,
The months to years,
And what was once contentment
Turned into resentment,
What once made me laugh
Now grated on my nerves.

We took each other for granted
And then the distance grew
Between me and you,
We never talked anymore,
You became a stranger
Each time you walked through the door
I hoped you would never return,
And one day you didn't.
It was the final straw....

well..she took me for granted and i cant do a thing too. so yup. hope she grows up and be a better girl. i suffered alot for her. i am such a fool..my temperature now is 41.2. brilliant. i guess..maybe i will be fine tmr, but..lets see abt tht.

hope u take my advice and be a good girl..

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MUAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA.
now waiting for the badass devil game to be back. next year? i dunno. should be next year.
cant wait lar! XDDD thrs is this new class called the witch doctor! omg. he may look afircan like
but his skills looks very cool! OMG. i cant stop tinking abt it. last night from 10.30 to 4 in the morning. loving it. =)

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yawns..emo period. but wont emo lar. haha. cause i dun emo. i wan emo i will sleep.
having alot of probs. life isnt the way it is. ppl avoiding me. =/ i feel like i am from mars or something. i just wanna jump off the building right away. but i dun wan to. without me,
lots of things will change even more eventually chaos falls upon. pissed off now..
no mood to post anymore. its just not rite...=(

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found out tht when i sleep at night. my other side comes..wan to noe more. ask me in msn or anything ba. =)
nth much to say..

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ALOT THINGS HAPPEN. mostly bad things. lol. so dun wan say. so sry.
and er..oh ya. I LOVE MY COMPUTER!!! ROAR.
not much to post tho..bought something for some1! ok.
crazy le. bb. XD

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eh..dunno wat to post. lifeless le. lol. exams coming blablabla. hahs.
hmm..ok. reply tags.

Lynette:link u up asap. =)
Shizhe: scary..
Wesley: so good ar? i dun tink so la.
Shengyong: gimmi lor. LOL.

ok..watelse. LOL. THE NOOSE ROX. ok. nth liao. bb =)
I LOVE GLENYS!!! XDDD~

labels always my name cause its all abt me. haha. i tink..
wateva.

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posting...end. =)

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THE BIGGEST FOOL IN TOWN. WOW.
i dunno wat to say now..got a "heart" attack just now.
feeling down. dunno wat to do.
a big idiot inside. =)
just posting this for random purposes..NOT.
ok..no mood to post le.

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I sometimes wish at times,
That I could left behind,
My burdens that I now with hold,
And walk boldly into the world,
But without any sorrows,
My heart would be hollow,
Because I can't feel love from anyone,
It seems that what love is to me,
will never come by my soul.

We spent a week together,
We got so much closer,
Life got so much simpler,
Does it mean that or am I not seeing straight?
I love you so much, i don't wanna lose you!

Regret is a serrated edge,
Sawing at my mind,
That aching deep inside my head,
That I can’t leave behind,
It haunts me like a troubled soul,
Longing for resolve,
Lingering, remorsefully,
A problem I can’t solve,
Nobody can change the past,
It cannot be erased,
Each concern must be addressed,
Before the next is faced,
Dwelling on what can’t be changed,
Is a foolish pastime,
For every day a lesson’s learnt,
In penance for the crime.

He sat at a bench,
Near your house,
With a dark and emotionless mood,
With nobody beside him,
And thinking of you,
Looking up in the sky,
Imagine your in love with him,
And he is in love with you,
How lovely it would be,
Until things start to complicate,
Life has never been like this,

She left!

Heartbeats slowed down,
Not breathing much,
Felt the nerve gas in myself,
Until i realised,
You were always there for me,
On a lookout,
Communicating with me,
Some how she is left alone too,
I regretted doing such a foolish senario,
Soon before I realised it,
It was time for me to go,
And yes,
In the end, i still get to see you yourself,
Right before me,
It is like light falling from the sky,
Ever so bright,

Without you, my life falls down,
Without you, my life would be emotionless,
Without you, my life never seem long at all,
Without you, my life is corrupted,
Without you, my life will never be bright,
Without you, my life will be the same as always...

I may have left you,
But i will not leave you,
Love is in the air,
Some people can feel it,
Some people do not,
It is like a plague,
Not any better,
It is filled with emotions,
And hatred lies within,
Only temptation or jealousy,
Will lead you into the darkness,
Complications will cut short your life,
Thought when your life is complicated,
Love is still there and it will not change,
If u fall into the darkness of the pit,
Relationships start to burn into ashes,
Ashes filled with memories,
sweet, bitter, and sour,
Wonderful memories will be remembered always,
Bad memories can undo themselves,
Moodless memories would affect your daily life,
Which will you choose,
Choosing will change anything,
Whats there is there,
Only judgement will proof whats right and whats not,
But all the sorrows, regrets, hatred, anger, jealousy, chaos, despair, temptation,
All those horrible things,
Will soon make you realise that,
Your a really foolish person,
A person who do not know the situation behind the scenes,
Soon after you reached that climax,
Your in a dark square box,
With no light, screams all over,
Nothing but echos pierce through yours ears,
Until someone comes along and give you a helping hand,
Inregardless, friends, relatives or partners,
Why did they give you a helping hand,
It is all because of love,
It is everywhere in this world,
Making it the most wonderful thing,
There is no ending to it,
If it is there, it will always be,
Through all this time,
We still have to go on with life,
With love, study hard, play hard,
do things the hard way and it would not be hard no more.

end of poetry..

THIS REALLY LONG POEM HAS BEEN KEPT IN MY MIND FOR THE PAST FEW HOURS.
dun ask me y i wrote it, its all in it. they may be errors but if u can read, READ IT.
i have not much to say tho..having all the wonderful memories with you for the past few days.
its been great since the day i met you..i love u. i will always do. =) dun have to tell me u do.
cause i noe, right in my heart, u do love me. wholeheartedly. if it is not true, then i wont be like this. so yeah..let bygones be. forget the past and move on. k? dun be sad already. if u wan to be sad, i cant stop u, but i noe i can help u. if u wan me to be thr, i will be thr. not a single strand of hair missing from thr. tell me you love me, and i will love u more. lol..wow~ mushy all over. no colours, just black and white will do. haha..lazy to put in the effort for colours. ok..end of post. i shall go and sleep now..hope this post changes something..

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1. The person who tag/pass you is?
GLENYS! =D
2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Coups~ x)
3. Your five impression of him/her?
five ar? only got 1. LOVE!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
loving me~
5. If most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
;D Ily
6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
ISNT IT OBVIOUS?
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
nth will be. =) just be by my side. hahs.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
no..i will continue to love her.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
100% not possible and no reason for tht. =)
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
be with her.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
love~
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
hmm..not sure.
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
positive tinking. dunno wats tht character called..
14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
too confident of myself. cant stop this habit. =.=
15. most ideal person you want to be is?
Me, Myself AND I!
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
er..thx? haha!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished to know how they feel about you.
They are : names are randomly running in my head,
(1)glenys
(2)wesley
(3)benedict
(4)jonathan
(5)yuki
(6)jieyi
(7)jolene
(8)aamil
(9)sufi
(10)liqin
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? (jieyi)
dunno not sure.
19. Is no.9 a male or female? (sufi)
Male!
20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? (jolene&liqin)
haha. chaos will fall upon. nah. it wont happen. =)
21. What is no.2 studying about? (wesley)
studying wat i am currently studying too.
22. When was the last time you had chat with no.3? (benedict)
last friday.
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? (aamil)
aamil? he likes MUSIC? unbelievable.
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? (glenys)
yup. 1 jie and 1 di.
25. Will you woo no.3? (benedict)
i not gay. LOL.
26. How about no.7? (jolene)
nah. i am not single!
27. Is no.4 single? (jonathan)
tht fat thing whr got stead de.
28. What is the surname of no.5? (yuki)
KADOKURA. i tink like this spell. LOL.
29. Whats the hobby of no.10? (liqin)
from wat i noe, its pointing at others.
30. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? (yuki&sufi)
not sure. maybe yeah?
31. Where is no.2 studying at? (wesley)
Hougang Secondary School.
32. Talk someting casually about no.1? (glenys)
dunno leh~ XDDD
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6? (jieyi)
maybe? long ago.
34. Where does no.9 live at? (sufi)
dunno. Hougang?
35. What colour does no.4 like? (jonathan)
no idea. dun even noe wats he dreaming abt in class.
36. Are you no. 5 and no.1 best friend? (yuki&glenys)
lol. y not? they are lar.
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (jolene)
nobody noes~
38. What is no.6 doing now? (jieyi)
sleeping?
done wit quiz! FINALLY.

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its been TEN STRAIGHT DAYS SINCE I TOUCHED THIS BLOG. LOL. aww..forgotten wats a COMPUTER!!! i tot it was part of my life. but still things will just drop out after a period of time.
ahh..have been spending time in sch practicing. nth much to say. gained alot of exp playing instrument i can say. =) Sinfonia Nobilisimma rocks! haha. last week saturday, i just join a group in the band called the "HS ELITES". nice name yeah? but its for those ppl who failed to sight read a score. haha. lessons on tuesdays with Ms Low. friendly but still strict. (I THINK)
lalalala!!! dunno wat to say now. lol. ok. replys to the tags..

TO:
kellyy : i dun wan do. =)
CiEn : relinked liao.
emoloved♥ : eh..hu u ar? din giv me link how to link u. lol.
♥' Jieyi : YO~
jasmine : hihi twin sis. =)
someone : hello. hu u?
zhe : hello. wat does tht mean?

KK. END OF POSTY! xD

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yesterday was national day so..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! haha. wah play dota so much delay.
today play wit xinfa and jinhao, i tio own like dunno go whr la. wan move must wait 2 sec then can move.
wat the heck..anyway, tmr no sch dunno wat to do. sleep or play com or go out wit frens. (nobody jio me out)
sian. aiya. SO LIFELESS. only sms ppl then got life. LOL. but oso very few ppl to sms. some ppl dun even wan to bother replying. pish~ k lar..i dun wan post liao. just posting this to keep the blog NOT MOULDY. x)

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lol..yesterday din touch com cause was too tired after rehersal for NDP in sch. =)
so reached home then..got knocked out by my pillow! WEEEEEE. XD
woke up at 12.30am in the morning. my lao pa bought supper. so ate then went back to sleep.
woke up at 6.50am. woot. late for band le. =) reach sch at 7.55am. the usual. rehersal so many things happened dunno whr to start. after rehersal SECTIONALS! slack. =.= then sort out scores. finish liao go play wit the juniors. sight read. it was fun. =) played MT.___ blablabla dunno wat forget liao. then another piece was somewhere in the memory ar? dunno. =) play timpani and drumset. the rest of the section play other things la obvious.
then after tht fall in then fall out go point eat KFC. drank my drink finish then kept shooting ice.
after tht go BB court. shoot some hoops blablabla then go back point slack. then play catching wit ting xian. =.= plan plan plan. plan wat sia. wtf. then go back BB court. play 1 match then it was ruined by 'pros' or wtf they are i dunno. they are just assholes. =) just barge in. say wat if dun play other place we will get it. BIG AR? pussy brains. =) then go take 43, then take another bus 113. reached home on com and blog blog abit then was in my head dreaming. now right here writing this not so but maybe boring post. =)

how to say this..whether u believe it or not, its ur chioce.
i cant force u. i can only convince u.
is this my first time writing like a emo kia? lol..

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ahh..another day, another date and another game to play on my psp. =)
got bad things and good things happened today. bad things are to be forgotten. =)
so wont say it. OK! GOOD THINGS ONLY. muhaha.
i was named da bian by this stupid girl. (is tht good? i dunno. maybe it is. wateva.)
i ate the same thing two days ago in the sch canteen. (it is good cause it fills my stomach.)
i had fun in the band room wit wesley. (definitely good cause learn something stupid. XD )
i play psp whole day. includes exam time. (i love planes already.)
i slept in class for the sake of sleeping. =) (sleeping is very impt. dun forget to sleep! i wont.)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
wat other good things happened..er..i tink, tht all. =) OK~
nth liao. buhbye! HAH. stupid.

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ahh..dunno wat to do.
if wan study, will sleep.
if wan sleep, will play psp.
if wan play psp, will sleep.
if wan play com, will chat.
if wan blogging, will tag.
if wan eat, will go toilet.
if wan drink, will go toilet.
if wan go toilet, will go toilet.(can't deny the fact)
if wan sleep now, going to sleep now. =)
dunno wat to post lar. mood swing nowadays.
tired then sleep. hungry then eat. thirsty then drink. OMG.
do wateva i wan to. lol. freedom~ i got wings. =)
FLY ME FLY!!! ok. bb. XD

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wow..life breakdown. lol. lots of things happening. quite happy yet boring and complicated. complicated cause i dunno wat am i tinking. =) dunno wat to post oso.
did do alot past few days.

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