That I could left behind,
My burdens that I now with hold,
And walk boldly into the world,
But without any sorrows,
My heart would be hollow,
Because I can't feel love from anyone,
It seems that what love is to me,
will never come by my soul.
We spent a week together,
We got so much closer,
Life got so much simpler,
Does it mean that or am I not seeing straight?
I love you so much, i don't wanna lose you!
Regret is a serrated edge,
Sawing at my mind,
That aching deep inside my head,
That I can’t leave behind,
It haunts me like a troubled soul,
Longing for resolve,
Lingering, remorsefully,
A problem I can’t solve,
Nobody can change the past,
It cannot be erased,
Each concern must be addressed,
Before the next is faced,
Dwelling on what can’t be changed,
Is a foolish pastime,
For every day a lesson’s learnt,
In penance for the crime.
He sat at a bench,
Near your house,
With a dark and emotionless mood,
With nobody beside him,
And thinking of you,
Looking up in the sky,
Imagine your in love with him,
And he is in love with you,
How lovely it would be,
Until things start to complicate,
Life has never been like this,
She left!
Heartbeats slowed down,
Not breathing much,
Felt the nerve gas in myself,
Until i realised,
You were always there for me,
On a lookout,
Communicating with me,
Some how she is left alone too,
I regretted doing such a foolish senario,
Soon before I realised it,
It was time for me to go,
And yes,
In the end, i still get to see you yourself,
Right before me,
It is like light falling from the sky,
Ever so bright,
Without you, my life falls down,
Without you, my life would be emotionless,
Without you, my life never seem long at all,
Without you, my life is corrupted,
Without you, my life will never be bright,
Without you, my life will be the same as always...
I may have left you,
But i will not leave you,
Love is in the air,
Some people can feel it,
Some people do not,
It is like a plague,
Not any better,
It is filled with emotions,
And hatred lies within,
Only temptation or jealousy,
Will lead you into the darkness,
Complications will cut short your life,
Thought when your life is complicated,
Love is still there and it will not change,
If u fall into the darkness of the pit,
Relationships start to burn into ashes,
Ashes filled with memories,
sweet, bitter, and sour,
Wonderful memories will be remembered always,
Bad memories can undo themselves,
Moodless memories would affect your daily life,
Which will you choose,
Choosing will change anything,
Whats there is there,
Only judgement will proof whats right and whats not,
But all the sorrows, regrets, hatred, anger, jealousy, chaos, despair, temptation,
All those horrible things,
Will soon make you realise that,
Your a really foolish person,
A person who do not know the situation behind the scenes,
Soon after you reached that climax,
Your in a dark square box,
With no light, screams all over,
Nothing but echos pierce through yours ears,
Until someone comes along and give you a helping hand,
Inregardless, friends, relatives or partners,
Why did they give you a helping hand,
It is all because of love,
It is everywhere in this world,
Making it the most wonderful thing,
There is no ending to it,
If it is there, it will always be,
Through all this time,
We still have to go on with life,
With love, study hard, play hard,
do things the hard way and it would not be hard no more.
end of poetry..
THIS REALLY LONG POEM HAS BEEN KEPT IN MY MIND FOR THE PAST FEW HOURS.
dun ask me y i wrote it, its all in it. they may be errors but if u can read, READ IT.
i have not much to say tho..having all the wonderful memories with you for the past few days.
its been great since the day i met you..i love u. i will always do. =) dun have to tell me u do.
cause i noe, right in my heart, u do love me. wholeheartedly. if it is not true, then i wont be like this. so yeah..let bygones be. forget the past and move on. k? dun be sad already. if u wan to be sad, i cant stop u, but i noe i can help u. if u wan me to be thr, i will be thr. not a single strand of hair missing from thr. tell me you love me, and i will love u more. lol..wow~ mushy all over. no colours, just black and white will do. haha..lazy to put in the effort for colours. ok..end of post. i shall go and sleep now..hope this post changes something..
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