Dream of her again..it was primary school when I last dreamt about her..I still remember so clearly. What's this weird mutual feeling..

But she's nonexistent..she died in my previous and last dream I had. Totally the same incident..identical dreams. I feel fucking sad now..=/

Hope to see that girl soon. That fantasy girl. Haha. Who am I kidding..she doesn't even exist..

But I can only see her when I sleep..=/ and the same old dream will occur! I don't know if this is hallucination..it was so real.

When I woke up just now, my heart was really beating fast..every time I wake up to this dream, she dies and I will get a shock and wake up..

She does not exist! I even saw her in my dream IN MY ROOM. I think I'm sick..too tired..

...where are you?..